Thursday, August 02, 2007

Wrestle with wanderlust

Meh. I feel really useless at work now. All my projects are pending thanks to vendors not replying… Hold on. Maybe it’s me who hasn’t replied them… … … …

Damn. Super scatter-brained.

But anyhoo it’s obvious that my boss isn’t involving me in as many things as when I first started. And it’s only natural because I’m leaving in a couple of weeks. But it makes me want to shorten my internship period! Like, by a week early or something. And then I could go on a short holiday or spend quality nua-ing time at home.

Oh please, please, pleeeease let me nua!

Watched wrestling with Gary and did a beauty shot with Jing this past weekend. The beauty shot was fun! We were talking crap all the way and I think the photog was rather frustrated yet amused. But Jing’s gone off to UK now. I so envy her. I want to travel too. To skimp on food just so I could shop more. To take shitload of pictures of random buildings mistaken as historical sites. To traipse around Versailles imagining I was a princess. To cry below Eiffel Tower because I wanted to visit it with a special someone. To buy an extra duffel bag at Barcelona because my shopping can’t fit into the luggage. To wear 4 layers of clothing and still shiver because the heating in the dorm is fucked up. To be random, anonymous, not caring about what I do because nobody knows me.

See, wanderlust again. Sigh. I’d better start saving and find means to earn more money (making poker rounds? heh) if I want to go for that Euro Christmas holiday.

Watching wrestling live was an eye-opener. I mean, most of the moves were faked, but it’s really quite hard to fake a slam especially when you let gravity do most of the work. I like Rey Mysterio! He’s apparently the smallest wrestler around but very agile. His special move is v cool. Batista has an undeniable presence too. Plus his body is so friggin’ hot.

Anyhoo. To add on to that lusty line of thoughts, was shopping around on Sunday and tried on this gorgeous Ted Baker dress in gold:



It’s GBP150 online but only S$380 at the retail store in Taka. So of course I bought it.

And that is why I am broke and cannot, cannot, CANNOT shop anymore for the next few months! Absolutely not!

Except for necessities.

Sometimes I wonder if I was just born with a tendency to get entangled in complicated situations, or whether I actually made the complications up myself. I suppose it is a combination of both. Heh. Knowing that doesn’t stop me from asking why though.

You cannot possibly be in love with me. Are you really, really sure? I haven’t really done anything special. Let’s not make any mistakes.