Saturday, March 10, 2007

rumpelstiltskin

Ohmygoodness.

It's been such a long and tiring two days.

Waking up at 5.30 am and trying to stay awake until 4.30 am of the next day is quite a feat.

Those who are trying to ace their interviews should learn from the story of Rumpelstiltskin. Don't lie about your capabilities, don't promise things you know you won't and can't deliver, and most importantly it is CRUCIAL that you know the right answer to impossible questions.

The lack of sleep has made me irritable. After a tiring 2-day mental marathon I reached home thinking that finally I could unknot myself and rest but no, I still have to entertain her. Why doesn't she just go home already?

She seems to quietly disapprove whatever actions I take, and she monitors my movements 24/7, and I just don't know WHY. Why? What's the point? Will it make me love her more? No! That's impossible. I'm sorry but since young I was never close to her. Why start now? Why bother? Especially when her comments are barbed. She and my mother drove me up the wall so high I hit the ceiling.

Don't ask me questions, I don't like answering to you. Don't come into my room without knocking, I don't like your peeking face. Just don't. Don't don't don't.

(I know I should be nicer but... I can't. Please, not now... I just want to go to sleep. I'm desperate for some sleep. Please, just let me go to sleep.)