Monday, March 12, 2007

girl power night

Nothing In This World



Nothing in this world can stop us tonight
I can do what she can do so much better

With Love



All this time we finally know each other
Now that I'll be leaning on your shoulder
I can tell you baby that you're right and right and wrong and wrong

A bit bimbotic but we need to shut off our brains some time. Yes yes?

Experienced a hell ride in Mel's car. My heart literally leaped to the back of my throat, then down to the bottom of my stomach, and got stuck at the back seat before recovering. If this is what his girlfriend has to deal with, I do not envy Jess at all. He should put a bumper sticker saying "not for the faint-hearted".

Watched Pursuit of Happyness recently.

*SPOILER BELOW!*

*REALLY!*

*DON'T TELL ME I DIDN'T WARN YOU!*

It's a never-give-up type of show, supposed to be touching and heart-wrenching but I felt it was rather painful to watch. And I experienced additional stress watching the guy get the internship under ridiculous conditions when I'm still waiting on tenterhooks for the result of my interview.

OK let's not talk about internships, it's rather sickening.

*SPOILER ENDS HERE*

*YOU CAN LOOK NOW*

*REALLY!*

I had a violent dream yesterday. Somehow my consciousness got embodied in a male hack-'n-slash hero and suddenly I was supposed to slay hundreds of enemies inside some traditional Chinese tower / mansion. Apparently I was the leader of the defenders and extremely skillful. Like Condor Hero level. The problem is my consciousness is still ME, and I'm obviously scared of dying so I just hid behind the door and slashed the necks of the enemies who came by (the cowardly way to kill).

When one of them managed to scratch my hand I panicked and started screaming, then I tried cutting the neck of the enemy. While blood spurted out I was afraid he was still alive so I kept sawing back and forth. Then I tried piercing his stomach but found it really hard to penetrate his body because of resistance from the bones. It all seemed so... REAL! It was even difficult to pull the sword back out. All this while I was aware of an urgency - I knew I had to hurry in finishing the guy off before the Sub-Enemy-Boss came to find me.

The Sub-Boss came, some elderly fella with long white hair, and I was really freaked out. I was so scared of getting hurt and dying. I'm scared he'll see right through my bluff of bravado.I couldn't let him know that I didn't believe in my capabilities. It's tough putting on a strong facade.

Was so shaken when I woke up. Brrrrrr!