Sunday, June 18, 2006

lesson #007: what you can't escape at 4 am

Loneliness.

And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
... most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky

It's what hits you right in the heart, the feeling of not having anyone to share your dreams with, your wishes, your secrets and the things you laugh about.

I miss love. I don't know where it's gone but it's left me behind and the more I see and the more I live, the more I couldn't find it. And I miss it so bad but I can't bring it back because it's the one thing you can't force.

I want someone to love and to hold who would love me and hold me. No questions asked, no quarrels. Will it ever be so simple?

Mr Shakespeare once said, and I do misquote him on this: But be not afraid of singlehood: some men are born single, some achieve singlehood, and some have singlehood thrust upon them. I happen to be one of the latter, and I tell ya:

It sucks.

And that laugh
That wrinkles your nose
It touches my foolish heart

Farking love songs.