Wednesday, August 31, 2005

lesson #220: TA-TA for now

Sent a withdrawal email directed to the people in charge of Asoc elections as well as the other candidates. I hope I don't live to regret this rather weird decision. And not to worry, the reason I'm pulling out is nothing scandalous. But shall not divulge it in this blog. Too lazy to type it out. It is very very long.


Hopefully I'll have TA work to keep me busy. Prof Khoo, my MA (Management Accounting) Prof, apparently recommended me to a Prof who's now teaching MA. I want to get this position so badly! Finally something to add colour to my resume. I SO want this to work out! Hopefully hopefully hopefully something will be going right for me for once. I'll need to do a recap on MA again though, because I've kinda err sorta forgotten everything.


Reminiscing about someone whom I shouldn't be reminiscing about (no worries though G, he's safely ensconced in another girl's embrace, and I in yours). And all of this, just because of a casual chat with Syd and Yang about a pair of cha-cha dancers. I missed my opportunity with him and from time to time, I still get pangs of regret about it. I was the one who'd made him go away, I was the one not showing interest. I'm not sure if I had been with him, I'd have ended up in this path with G. So maybe things happen for a reason? I got to have a fun yet exposive relationship with N, followed by a fun yet also explosive relationship with G. Hmmm. Can't help thinking of what-ifs though, as unhealthy as they are.