Thursday, April 28, 2005

lesson #164: counting sheep

Dreamt a really nice dream last night. I was in this scary, gloomy and box-like hospital, right (the nice part comes later). Then I suddenly bumped into a guy who apparently was someone I liked once, and he liked me too, but nothing came out of it because I had a boyfriend so he went and got himself a girlfriend. Don't ask me how I know the background story, you just do in a dream. Anyway, he was still very very angry about what I did to him, so I had to drag him into an empty hospital room (for privacy's sake) and explain to him long and hard about how foolish I was.


I told him I'd never ever leave his side again, and then pulled him in for a kiss. It was the most fantastic kiss I've ever had, I tell you. Then I had to break off 'cos I need to use the ladies urgently. While I was running to and fro from the ladies (yeah, yeah, laugh all you want) all I could think about was the kiss. I SO wanted to get back in there and kiss him again and again and again. I had never wanted to kiss anyone else as much as I wanted to kiss him. I suppose that's why it's called a dream, huh?


If G were in the dream, I bet he'd come running after me to cut my lips off or sew them together like the House of Wax person did to the wax 'statue'. And then he'll go after my poor long-lost love, chop him into tiny pieces, and send the left hand to the police department with a riddle for them to ponder over. And then my nice dream will turn into a thriller/slash flick.


Jing and I went shopping on Monday and I found nice black heels for the gala dinner. At Suntec, we spotted La Senza bras on discount (2 for $40, the patterns were cute). We both tried it on but hers didn't fit very well 'cos they didn't have her size. But when I tried my size on it was just the perfect fit. But the thought of spending $40 for 2 bras on my own was heartwrenching so I didn't buy any. Now I'm starting to regret not buying the bras. They're quite a bargain at $20 a pop (though you HAVE to buy two). And it's hard to find bras that fit you well so when you do find them you should grab many of them. Oh damn. I hate being broke! Maybe I'll just go and get them tomorrow (gonna go Bugis Village to find a slutty top for Jing to go clubbing in, yay yay!).


Speaking of being broke... I REALLY need to get a job. Argh. REALLY. I'm so desperate, I'll take any that's available. Except maybe tuition jobs (I hate getting frustrated) or roadshow jobs (not quite ready to face annoying customers again). Puh-lease somebody give me a job! I need the money!