Wednesday, February 23, 2005

lesson #47: bleeding

Can't believe I was feeling on top of the world mere weeks ago. Can't even remember how that feels like now. Neck-deep in work. I want to scream but my throat hurts. I want to call out but who? Who will come to my rescue?


Who can help me? I can't help myself. Feel so out of touch. Everything is just surreal... Dear me, remember this day. Let this be the lowest point ever. No way will you let yourself sink lower. No way. Discipline. Hard work. Everything has got to go.