Sunday, December 12, 2004

lesson #107: HAH!

I did it! I solved the bloody code that my ex sent. The order of the alphabet was reversed. So I saw the message he actually wanted to tell me, and my first reaction was pissed-offness. He has no business to suddenly barge in and say crap like that. But now the annoyance has subsided. Now I really don't know what to say to him. Obviously there's no possibility of going back. I've outgrown him. He just seems so childish and insecure. A part of me thinks he's doing this because he's lonely. Or maybe, he's finally realised what he lost when I said that final goodbye months ago. In any case, I still want us to be friends so I don't want to hurt his feelings. A delicate matter indeed.