Wednesday, November 10, 2004

lesson #95: crawling beneath the surface

Do you love me?
Or am I just another trip. In this strange relationship
You push and pull me AGAIN
Till I'm about to lose my mind
Is this just a WASTE OF TIME?


Keep acting like you own me
I keep running, watch me WALKING OUT THAT DOOR
I hear you behind me


Thirst. So thirsty for dance... At school at 9.30 pm and my whole body is itching. My need to move is like a volcano at the brim of eruption. My skin is crawling with the addiction. Slowly from the inside I am cracking.


Listening to R&B songs doesn't help at all. Can't believe I was just at the studio two days ago. It already feels like eternity!


Break free of these MIND GAMES
All I'm tryin' to do is modify my plan
Cause I can't CONTAIN YOU


Gimme that strange relationship
Never felt PLEASURE and PAIN like this
Something so right but it feels so terribly wrong


OK. Think I'm like, SOOOO insane right now.