Friday, October 29, 2004

lesson #27: the one that i love...

My grandpa just got back from the hospital today. He looks sick... I cried when I first welcomed him home. I don't want him to look so sick. I want him to be cheerful again. I want him to get up at 6 am in the morning and walk around the condo grounds.


I don't know what to do to help him. I'm just gonna pray hard that he will recover very very soon! I can't afford to lose him. I love him so much... Will I be able to tell him that I love him, one of these days? It's so stupid that I feel so much for him but I just can't say it out loud. I love my grandpa... I hope that for each tear that I shed, he gets better by one notch. I don't know what else I can do.