Monday, August 23, 2004
lesson #76: dancing may release your inner bitch
Went for Eurhythmix's trial class today. So fun! It was a cheap dance lesson, and any cheap dance lessons are fun! Wish had learn more eights, though. I also saw a lot of people who can dance well. Competition alert! I don't know why, but everytime I'm surrounded by dancers my claws come up. I'll keep on thinking, 'Are they good? Are they better than me? No. They cannot be better than me! I've got to be better than them!!'
A slight psychotic behaviour display.
Of course being surrounded by good dancers make me want to prove myself more. I'll double up my effort in the hope of standing out. But I do hope I can stop thinking of other dancers this way, because a dance performance is a team effort and I can't keep wanting to be the one who shines. Although I wouldn't mind being center stage. Tee-hee.
Aaaanyway... shall aim to be friendly and not shoot anyone bitchy looks. Was quite friendly just now, hopefully, but I know I can reach out more.
Collected my beige bag today (yes! Finally!) - at first when I came to the shop it wasn't on display anymore. So I asked the sales assistant about it, and she searched and found one last piece, but it was in khaki. So I asked her if they still have stock for the beige version. She made a few calls, and said the bag will be transported to the shop in a couple of days if I made an order. That was a couple of days ago.... and now it's mine! Mine mine mine! MWAHAHAHAHA!
Another slight psychotic behaviour display...
mon has bin bad at 11:33:00 PM