Saturday, August 07, 2004

lesson #46: smile when you are sad

Feeling really sad and depressed...


People cancelled on going Centro. Huff. I asked M just now, and he said he can't go because of a basketball tournament. Gosh... all the fun people are not going (except for the Bitch Club exco's), what's the point of going? Since certain people cancelled, there won't be many straight guys to appreciate our nice little dancing. Call me exhibitionist but that's the sad truth - dancing with an audience feels ten times better. I'm sure many others would agree with me on this...


Let's just hope it's not gonna be another sad, loser party like that S.O.S night (pffft!) or, dare I say it, SALT! by Uberture. The 'ultimate' beach affair, eh? It was the ultimate indeed. Ultimate failure, ultimate disaster, ultimate geekfest, the list just goes on. But I'd better contain myself... don't wanna be so bitchy. Anyway, I already wrote them a bitchy feedback (to which they sent me a very nice reply - dammit I felt like a heel) so I shouldn't bitch anymore. Right? Right.


I miss N. More importantly, I miss his house... Free food not withstanding, it's just so cosy and lovable. The scent of his soap is not bad too. My Happy Ending by Avril Lavigne somehow made me think about him, out of the blue. Especially these few lyrics:


You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they


Hope he never sees this. Even if he does, it's good to know what I think about his friends, right? ...Nah. They're very nice people really.


Don't feel so sad anymore now, all thanks to Avril.