Tuesday, July 27, 2004

lesson #35: feeling sad is pointless

For the past few days, I've felt rather weird and detached. It's kind of a sad feeling, as if I was disconnected from other people. I don't really know why... but I just feel very lonely. I didn't want to admit it to myself at first, but I've felt very lonely for at least a week now. I think this is because I haven't shopped properly for more than a week... I need to go out there with a loyal and willing partner, and exchange comments on whether this particular top looks good on me/her. Shopping is only very therapeutic when you go with the right person. Shopping by yourself is enjoyable, of course (this is what I've been doing recently) but after all the rush the only thing you feel is alone.


Maybe I will go to Mambo tomorrow. It'll be fun, Yujing and Mag are gonna be there. But I've still got to pack for the Sentosa retreat this Friday (not really looking forward to it, dreading it in fact), so we'll see.