Sunday, July 25, 2004

lesson #116: the best things in life are for free

In the past 2 days I suddenly learnt a lot of things. I think I'm more grown up now. I've learnt that in life, you can't really pretend. To a certain extent, your actions and thoughts will always be genuine even though you convince yourself that it's all just an act.

 
And it's not always true that the more you delve into something, the better your understanding is of that certain matter. I am still as confused as ever, still as unsure... And I guess I just have to take it day-by-day. But I do feel that, in the unsureness scale, I am now shifting slightly towards the sure side of the unsureness. Is that a good thing, or a bad thing? Who knows...

 
Watched House of Flying Daggers. It's quite a nice movie, I really enjoyed the dance scenes. They are very beautifully choreographed... And I went to a party at S.O.S last night. It wasn't really that great (although I personally think my eyes were kick-ass because of this turqoise liner I applied). My friends weren't around and I couldn't really enjoy or release myself totally in the dance floor, I guess because the crowd wasn't right and again, my friends weren't around. Didn't even feel heady in the slightest. Clubbing feels more and more unfulfilling. Hope I don't insult anyone with what I'm gonna say next... but I'm starting to think that most of the people I see in clubs are geeks.

 
On a lighter note, I am in love. I bought L'oreal's cleansing milk for just $10++ and I believe it's my best buy of this month yet, apart from that white miniskirt and black racerback top... and the black baggy pants of course... anyway. I am in love with it because it smells so good and it's so soothing when applied on your face. Removing make-up has become my favourite pastime.

 
M is in Thailand - I asked him to get me one of those very cheap wraparound skirts (sells for about $20 around here, but if you get it there it's just, like, $5) but I'm not sure if he'll remember. N is going to Taiwan. Why is everybody travelling out of the country? I forgot to ask him to bring something back, though. Oh well... I don't really know what Taiwan has to offer.